I woke up this morning feeling quite good, not too hungry. I put off breakfast until about 8:15 (an unusual move for me I usually eat as I wake!) my morning was good. As I work from home I am alone a lot. I hate this at most times of the day but today with hunger and how tired I felt it all became that bit more elevated. I was in tears by the time my poor husband came home!!
I spent this morning thinking about the issue of fasting. Until this point, as a Christian I know a lot of christians fast but I have never really understood the purpose of fasting. I always thought it was just about going hungry. Today I suddenly got it. It is not for getting something you want or for hoping people will think more highly of you but to focus your mind on something more than yourself. To know that by giving up food, TV, Alcohol or whatever you’re addition is, you have reached a point that your time with God is more important. I am sure theologians discuss and debate this round in circles (Chris has!) but I have no interest in that. Perhaps to you it sounds silly maybe, stupid. But how often do we get distracted by the general little things of life and give up the most important?If you are a Christian what do we do to focus our minds on the needs of others. We can’t see what people go through (other than media) We can’t smell it, we can’t taste it, we can’t even begin to relate to it here in the West. Perhaps our arguments should be put on hold and action should replace them.
This afternoon I ended up in Asda for a few thing for work. I was awed by the choice. Just for rice there is a whole aisle! I have never noticed that before. (see facebook photo) I began to notice more:
A child screaming wanting what it wasn’t allowed. A lady looking at several bags of potatoes before making a choice. Another lady picks up a pineapple and goes back for one more. Buy one get one free. Three for Two. A crowd round the reduced section. Even as I get served I asked the guy how his day had been “crazy” he said ” Why I got myself 3 jobs I will never know.” I looked at him and responded “You are lucky then. Some people have none” (Poor man)
What was supposed to be a quick trip to the shops messed with my head.
This 5 days was just meant to be something to do to support Tearfund. It is already, for me, becoming way more than that. By this point you are probably desperate to know more about Tearfund and how you can support them right? Well please go to their website at http://www.tearfund.org/ and ‘See for Yourself’ what they do.
Hungry? Oh yes. I am so thankful for Dave doing this too otherwise I may have not managed
But we are two days down. My plan for this evening is to go to sleep as soon as possible to pass the time until breakfast! I will leave you with Dave’s comments….
Day 2 and the novelty’s wearing off quickly!
Spent last evening / night / this morning with a thumping headache. Whether it’s hunger or spreading from the toothache I’ve got I couldn’t be sure but it hurt all the same!
Being basically very lazy, I thought I’d just go to work this morning and sort something out (we have a big canteen).
Breakfast – 1 scoop of porridge into a take-away tub that would hold probably 4 scoops, yummy!
Lunch – had a good scout around but couldn’t find anything that I could call suitably bland and uninteresting, that’ll teach me to be lazy!
Dinner – 60g brown rice (too lazy to soak any beans last night)
Lesson learned today…. be better prepared tomorrow or at least get more porridge and save half for lunchtime! I’ve already got some portions of beans soaking ready for tomorrow, might cook them tonight and take to work in a very small Tupperware container.
Things I’ve noticed today -
Everyone around me seems to be constantly gorging themselves on fruit, crisps, chocolate and cake!
It doesn’t matter how hard I think, I can’t make hot water taste like coffee!
It’s very difficult to think about anything but food when your hungry.
I’m glad I’ve got an office job and I’m not expected to put in a day’s hard manual graft on those portions.
Disappointingly, I’ve not spent much time thinking about starving people around the globe, I’ve been too busy thinking about the starving office worker in Dyce!
Never mind, this time tomorrow we’ll be more than half-way through!